A letter to all my creative friends

What is your art worth, my dear friend? I write this as someone who has been writing for 25 years, whose writing is infused with the type of experience I would not wish on anyone. I write this as someone who wakes at 4am to write with a broken French Press and discount Lebanese coffee, as someone who spends her evenings creating digital art with pharmacy glasses as I cannot afford prescription lenses.

So, you tell me that your jewellery is not worth the price tag, though I know you have spent years training and hours making the piece which you undersell. I have seen the callouses on your fingers and the chisel slices taken from your hands.

You tell me your art is not worth the price, and I tell you the problem is not your jewellery, nor the price-tag.

The problem is that you do not yet know your worth.

Because there must be something beyond the daily labour that reduces us to automatons. A rationale for placing one foot beyond the other. There are those who say they are not creative, but even they enjoy a unique bangle bought, a song on the car radio played in peak hour traffic, a series on Netflix, a spring garden that they tend.

Art makes life bearable, my dear friend. It gives us a reason to keep going, and you might say well that this the role of children, or a partner, or a pet. But love itself is an artform, a creative practice infused with intuition and hard work.

Art gives us a reason to breathe, dear friend.

Please know your worth.

Springtime in D Minor

As all the northern poets pin fall to page, 
you are playing with colour again. Your client
squirts gold onto butcher’s paper like Jackson Pollock 
and the wisteria tresses dangle from rotten 
fence palings and timber eaves. You too 
like to flirt with refraction smearing 
rainbow across your eyes, while the
wattle shakes her ringlets across the motorways. 

His father posts online. Four years since
L’s death date, but he never noticed springtime 
when there was a goon bag behind the Ajax
and Smirnoff behind the curdled milk. You are done 
with half formed motherless men grasping 
at shadows and fainting in the sun so
you ignore the hashtag and make 
vases out of cleanskins,
slipping lavender into wine bottles,
twisting scent into song.