As all the northern poets pin fall to page, you are playing with colour again. Your client squirts gold onto butcher’s paper like Jackson Pollock and the wisteria tresses dangle from rotten fence palings and timber eaves. You too like to flirt with refraction smearing rainbow across your eyes, while the wattle shakes her ringlets across the motorways. His father posts online. Four years since L’s death date, but he never noticed springtime when there was a goon bag behind the Ajax and Smirnoff behind the curdled milk. You are done with half formed motherless men grasping at shadows and fainting in the sun so you ignore the hashtag and make vases out of cleanskins, slipping lavender into wine bottles, twisting scent into song.