so these are the sounds we archive: two fences and three houses away a border collie howls for its pack and you feel the keening the cruelty dogs are not built for solitary life and an average of three per career your union mate says, train drivers see three jumpers on average and you knew a woman once at university she had three kids and threw herself in front of a train metal crunching steel momentum arrested in the air desperation archived into ears and we stand in the darkness screaming arched backs and tilted skulls howling at dead stars or space junk or sulphur all rhythm begins in the belly an exhausted rumble because children/work/partners/capitalism because a woman only has two arms but labours as though she has eight and the night running men (yes, men because only men feel safe without light) ignore the lifenoise, the life screeching- it is no surprise that a woman can scream forever.