For Asha
“In five years, I will meet strangers who wear my words as talismans, and those that cast my tales as anchor or sail- I will cram ten lifetimes into five years brimming with laughter and rhythm and kindness, and my factory violin, sticky with rosin, chin rest fastened by lurid purple tape, will consume the cadence dormant in my bones so in five years I will sit in the Gaelic club and over too many half spilled pints play a fiddle reel to time…
And in five years, Asha’s van will be a lighthouse, smithing journeylines into reclaimed carbon, metal, and stone. Holly will have her pick of Othellos/but Mia will be her own Portia Kat K will travel lightly/but Gin will travel with abandon and Nadia will speak sound into undulating air from the back room of a sanctuary for animals saved from slaughter- and why not include your friends in a five-year plan, though there is no career enhancing movement no property ladder on which to teeter dangerously.”
In the end I look at the doctor measuring my meandering mind against standardised norms. “No,” I reply. “I have no five-year plan.”