The Wayfarer

Soul weary. She feels it all.
beneath her worn sneakers and too high arches, 
a quickening. The earth’s arrhythmic pulse. 
They who follow her shallow footprints
gouge their own eyes and 
plead congenital blindness.
Along the cobbled path,
she becomes reluctant mother
to adult children.
Soul weary. No annual or 
compassionate leave to grieve
ecological collapse, her country a crematorium for
marsupials and monotremes she never knew,
folding into burned scrub, while birds fall
featherless into a reverse phoenix fire,
each species’ death
a faded footnote 
of Anthropocene history.
Soul weary. They call her way-shower instead 
Of wayfarer, 
But they’ve always pronounced
her name wrong, those who plug
their ears and cry deafness.
those who follow but forget they have feet. 
All she ever wanted
was to travel buoyant
in a worldspace so dense 
that any light is victory.
Soul weary. Let her rest a moment, 
let her crawl into the undergrowth of the casuarina 
cathedral, a dying mammal seeking solace 
in 
a 
narrow 
space.
And may the Cormorants 
and Great Egret, which sit atop this pine steeple
wake her from deathless sleep.
Otherwise, let lichen spread skin-wise, 
let blood turn to algae
and fungi cushion her feet.